GottaLovet

I have been thinking for the past few days and decided to stop driving to work starting in June. I cant afford to pay for gas and the $43 a month parking fee. The company I worked for never charged for parking until last year when my current company bought them out. Life is costing me a fortune.

Food is becoming more expensive and gas and even parking. If I take the train (which thankfully is near my house) it will cost be about $41 a month. This way I will save money on gas and dont pay for parking. I think it should be a crime to charge employees for parking. Its utterly ri*damn*diculous!

Well I am def going to stop driving to work. I may stop before June, but we’ll see.

I miss you so much. I wish you were still here. I am so upset with myself but I know its for the best. I came home and thought about you. I miss your presence. I miss being around you. I love you baby. I keep thinking about your eyes and your smile and your big…paws. Yes! I miss you Brady. I’m so sorry I gave you away. I hope you can forgive me.

And if there was anyone else reading this post who thought it was about them–Ha! You’re so vain. You probably think everything I write is about you…Dont you! Dont you! Dont you!

I got this email from a friend and co-worker, Mr. Baker, and I wanted to share. Mr. Baker is also a supporter(reader) of my blog. Thanx Mr. B. Here’s the email he sent…

Medicare In A Nutshell

The phone rings and the lady of the house answers, ‘Hello.’
‘Mrs. Ward, please.’
‘Speaking.’
‘Mrs. Ward, this is Doctor Jones at the Medical Testing Laboratory. When your doctor sent your husband’s biopsy to the lab yesterday, a biopsy from another Mr. Ward arrived as well, and we are now uncertain which one is your husband’s. Frankly the results are either bad or terrible.’
‘What do you mean?’ Mrs. Ward asks nervously.
‘Well, one of the specimens tested positive for Alzheimer’s and the other one tested positive for AIDS. We can’t tell which your husband’s is.’
‘That’s dreadful! Can’t you do t he test again?’ questioned Mrs. Ward.
‘Normally we can, but Medicare will only pay for these expensive tests one time.’
‘Well, what am I supposed to do now?’
‘The people at Medicare recommend that you drop your husband off somewhere in the middle of town. If he finds his way home, don’t sleep with him.’

I watch Good Day NY on Fox 5 news every single morning. And the news anchors I love to watch are Jodi Applegate and Ron Corning. To my surprise I noticed that Ron Corning hasnt been on tv for sometime now.

I thought to myself maybe he’s taking a really long vacation but something told me it wasnt that. Until I found this article on the net…(click on pic)

This is so foul. I am shocked to hear this happened to him. He was a really good news anchor. I’m confident he will be back on his feet.

I was driving with my mom and aunt from the Bronx on Sunday and there were a lot of people walking in the streets because the Yankees game had just finished. While I was trying to get on the Major Deegan Expy, I saw a begger carrying a sign and it said, “I’m not going to lie, I’m not hungry–I just want a cold beer.” I was laughing. It wasnt expecting that. I felt bad that I didnt give him anything because I was so busy trying to get on the highway. But I thought that was funny.

For the past couple of days I’ve decided that I will move on with my life and keep it moving. I’m tired of the nonsense that has been going on for the past few months and having HIGH hopes that things will work out the way I plan them to be.

I wrote a few months back about what my plans were but within recent weeks these plans, I knew werent going to see the light of day.

Oh well! There’s no time to cry over very spoiled milk. I am right now living my life and will hopefully find someone who at least has their own place and have goals set for themselves. I know within the past FIVE years, I’ve done whatever I could to better my [used to be] “better-half” but obviously as of lately I havent felt like the “better-half” myself.

Well I will be taking my time but hoping to meet other people because I am getting older and I hope to have a FAMILY and HOUSE and HUSBAND of my own with someone I know who LOVES me.

Even though I’ve made mistakes and ADMITTED to these mistakes I dont regret what has happened ultimately to my relationship. Just like the exes I had in the past, you learn to date certain people and look for what you want out of a relationship and K.I.M and try not to make the same mistakes. This recent “real” relationship taught me greatly of what NOT to settle for ever again.

So I say all this to say I am looking for the RIGHT one and I am very patient in my search and even though mistakes were made, I know to never make these same mistakes AGAIN.

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ETA: I forgot to publish this post earlier today.

I would be DAMNED! if I sat there on the train and this dumb bitch was cursing out an elderly woman and not do anything. I would be DAMNED! I dont give a freak if she was a blood or a white blood cell, that bitch would have been leaving the train…and not thru the door. Trust and believe.

Here’s a video of this pathetic piece of flesh…

I want to shout out my little sister, Pamela, for successfully finishing the bike tour this past Sunday in NYC. I understand it was about a 46 mile tour and she did it all by herself. Good Job lil sis!

When I first heard this song, “Viva La White Girl” by Gym Class Heroes, I first thought the song was an ode to “white women” but after listening to it closely, it was about cocaine. LOL! What the heck!  I heard the lyrics and Travis (the lead singer of the group) was saying…

“Take your razor, break down my line.

Put your nose to the speaker.

Now breathe in, breathe in…”

That’s crazy. But I love the song. Take a listen! Dont mind the “video” just listen.

GYM CLASS HEROES LYRICS

“Viva La White Girl”

Fame, fortune, platinum records.
It’s every boys dream. True story.
Somebody asked me one time.
Travie, you high.
You look high.
Shit, yeah I’m high.

For those who dont know about the “cockmeat sandwich”, you will when you watch Harold and Kumar: Escape from Guantanamo Bay. That movie was too funny. It was better than what I expected.

I have plans to watch Iron Man this coming weekend. I know since the movie just came out the theatres would be back… and it was. Plus, the tix were sold out. I have to time for that.